Minimal responsibilities PRO
Minimal money CON
You can be your own boss PRO
Your schedule is pretty wide open PRO
Stress about doing a job wrong do not exist PRO
Telling people you are hobo doesn't really feel great CON
I'm sure there's more to both sides, but they all seem pretty repetitive and the problem with pro con lists is that one pro/con can out weigh several pros/cons but then how do you decide how much it weighs. To be clear, I'm not technically a hobo. I live in a house. But it's not mine and I don't actually pay for anything for it. I'm a moocher. I have a humble job that I honestly LOVE! The only downside is that it doesn't pay enough for me to live independently. Sometimes I go to job interviews and I'm sure I do fine in them, but I don't ever want the job they are offering because I just like what I'm doing. Also, getting a job terrifies me, because I'm scared of messing up. It's not actually messing up. I make mistakes all the time and I understand that that is part of being human. But it's how the mess up will effect others that scares me. Some times you can mess up and then add a boat load of more work for someone else even though it isn't their fault. I just wish I could find something that I'm good and at and know I can do with minimal mess ups. Currently I have that. But I guess no risk, no gain I guess. I thought writing about it would help relieve some stress I have about this, but it has in fact had the opposite effect so I'm done.
Anita Blog Now
Tuesday, November 1, 2016
Taking Children to Disneyland is Much Different Than Going With Children to Disneyland
Saige had a conference in California this past week. Usually when she has a conference her hubbie isn't able to go with her so she looks for someone to come with her. California is where Disneyland is so I said I would go and she said she would pay for everything I did if I brought a couple of her kids along to Disneyland. A free trip to Disneyland, how could one say no?! It was all fine and well until Myrtle heard about the trip. She wanted to join immediately but for reasons no one knows why except for maybe because of Disneyland and me. Myrtle does not like children. Now she doesn't quite hate them, but it's definitely somewhere between not like and hate for sure, so I'm not sure why she thought a trip where we would take kids to Disneyland would be fun for her but let me tell you, it was not fun for ANYONE. I can't blame the whole of the trip not being fun on her, but I can blame about 80% on her. I ended up being cranky a lot on this trip and she is usually the number 1 reason I am cranky. Lanore ended up coming as well at the very last minute with a couple of her kids and against the wishes of her hubbie. After the 12 hour drive and leaving at 1 in the afternoon, the next morning everyone was tired but she was especially and started having a panic attack about what she had done. She was ready to Uber to a airport (costing around $200) and then flying home (costing around another $200). At that point I though it would be less drama if she did, so I didn't care either way. She ended up staying and was fine for the most part, but I never really have any trouble with Lanore for the most part. The first night we all stayed in the same room. Eight people in one room. Not that fun. After that Myrtle, Lanore, and her kids went to a hotel down the street and then I could always have some time when I wasn't with Myrtle. Overall the trip was fun, but I've decided it will take some convincing to get me to take my kids to Disneyland before they are like 8. They would have to prove to me they can go and be chill. Good thing these plus the rest of the crazies are all going to Seattle next week. What another fun vacation in store for me. Myrtle and I will be sharing a hotel room. No where to hide.
Intro
I'm just a person living in a place doing a thing. I used to use twitter to vent, but it got infiltrated by the enemy and is no longer a safe place. For that reason, I will be more protective here. Probably no one will read this, but for the sake of anonymity I will be using code names. So a brief intro besides the first sentence. I know a few people. Their made up names are: Tabitha, Saige, Sable, Lenore, and Myrtle. They are all crazy, some a bit more than others. The world revolves around Tabitha, it is her kingdom and we all just live in it. Everything is offensive, nothing is safe, you must watch your back at all times. Saige is chill, but worries the government is out to get her. She's probably right. Sable actually needs mental medical attention, but you try telling that to someone who is mental. We tried. It didn't go over well. Still needs it, won't get it. Lenore is crazy but in a funny sort of way. I don't know how to explain Myrtle. We are always at odds, mostly because of me. Nearly everything she does bothers me. The more time I spend with her the less time I want to spend with her. Even her breathing is bothersome to me. I don't know what my damage is with her, but it's not a great situation. To make it worse she thinks I am the sun, moon, and stars. She is clingy as HECK! The more I try to distance myself from her the more she chases after me and tries to get me in a hug. I'm not sure why, because my feelings aren't exactly a secret. I mean, I've never straight up said to her that everything thing she does and her general presence is annoying, but I'm not always very kind to her. My biggest fear in life is that I will one day turn into Myrtle. If that day happens, if you are reading this, you must promise to kill me.
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